Oh, Really?

Yeah, Really. I really think that you should replace me.

I should retire and spend the rest of my time somewhere else.

Stop to fool myself and all people that I'm a pair of good shoes.

How pathetic is that?

Feeling insecure for being old and rusty.

Fuck with replace me.

Bear with me.

You stick with me 6 years straight for a reason right?

I should just be real and confident.

Is that what woman attracted to?

Running shoes don’t have to be attractive.

But that’s not true.

Especially this days.

Almost there’s much pressure on me as there is on high heels this days.

Why do I feel I need to apologize for my existence?

Maybe it’s because my brain chemistry.

Too much chemical from years of washed and used.

There’s what is wrong with me.

That chemistry.

All my problem is due to an imbalance chemistry.

I need to fix that.

I need a help.

But …

I still be ugly at all.

And nothings gonna change that.